Happy Holidays

Before anything else, I want to greet everyone happy holidays!

Christmas is over and New Year is just around the corner then this craziness would all be over. Truthfully, this year wasn't frenzied at all for me. If there were no decorations around I probably wouldn't have noticed that Christmas has arrived. I spent the day with friends watching tagalog movies. I actually had a Sharon Cuneta marathon. I watched "sana ako na lang", "crying ladies" and "walang kapalit". Watching these movies made me realize that I miss being "jologs" some of the time and that I actually enjoy watching tagalog films. There were some other movies that I will watch like "mano po", but that Christmas Day I just felt like seing light films and having a laugh and drool over Aga and Richard! We also ate so much food until we were stuffed and then we ate some more! Hahaha! We Filipinos really love our food. I hope next year I would be able to spend it back home with people I love.

Christmas aside, it's now 11:30 pm and I can't sleep. My throat is sore and so is my stomach, so I'm not a very happy camper today. Aside from all the aches and pains, I'm probably twisted up by guilt. I'm doing things that I shouldn't and I'm planning to continue it as well. Which goes to show my state of mind here. Maybe I'm just lonely or I'm going through a phase. I don't know, but I will see try to see where this leads. In the meantime I'll enjoy myself and try to stop obssessing about it.