I just found out today that I can't go home this year...unless I win the Lotto that is. It's sad when your mind is already set on a certain event for so long and have it delayed for another year at the very least. I'm saying my going home is delayed because once I'm able to save enough money to pay my own way, my father could not do anything about it.
At the moment, I'm very disappointed and sad. I'm here wishing that I did not do the stupid thing I did that makes my life so hard now. It's like a cross that I would have to bear for the rest of my life.
My friends tell me that I have to think that this is happening for a reason and that I should be optimistic about it. Maybe I should be happy that I'm not exactly being shortchanged here, I still get a vacation somewhere (just not my heart's desire). Whatever the case, my desire to go home has not waned. It only becomes stronger because that is the thing being denied to me.
On the optimistic side, a lot of things can happen in the next few days, weeks or months. We never now, I might actually win the lotto! hehehe!
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I'm sad too kasi di ka pa rin namin makikita ni Dyanne!:-( Waaaahhhhhh!!!!! Kelangan mo kaming sermonan pareho kasi pareho kaming hindi nag-di-diet. Shet! Kung ngayon ako maglalaro, middleweight division na ako. Bwahahahahaha!
It's been a while since your last post, kiddo. How are you na?
I'm saddened by the fact that it will be a while before we get to meet again. But I will be looking forward to that day. All in God's time. :D
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