Stuck

It's now 12:30am and I'm still awake. Couldn't sleep with all these thoughts in my mind... and the noise downstairs is hard to ignore.
It's been a month since I last wrote, how time really flies (which is good for me it means that October come sooner rather than later). I've been busy this past month not just with work but with personal stuff as well. Why is it that personal problems are so much harder to ignore?! I've been going nonstop since the end of March, running around like there's no tomorrow and like I'm bionic woman who doesn't sleep. Before the long weekend started I told myself that I need to rest, and that's what I did. Two days of living like a pig... eating and sleeping. Now my problem is I can't seem to start again. I'm stuck with the feeling of sleepiness and exhaustion. Wish I was a car so that I could jump start myself...
You might be wondering why I'm still awake at 12:30 instead of being asleep... silly me... I drank three cups of coffee today hoping that I would get revved up. It only manages to keep me awake now but without any real energy to do anything. What a pity! Really need to do some work. I hope next week would be a better week. Feeling so out of everything is making me broke!