Back in Australia

I arrived yesterday morning at about 630 am feeling groggy. I had a headache, which usually happens if i don't get any sleep. I got home, took a shower and blissfully fell into bed (which i missed). Now, i'm awake at 320 in the morning making my blog.My trip was fine, didn't cook, wash or do menial chores for 3 weeks! That was good for me. Add the fact that I got to do some shopping, well that just makes it better! Seeing people (a lot of people!) walking ont he streets at 12 midnight and stores were open at the time as well just made it a big wonder for me. I'm really a city girl at heart and no amount of blue sky and green grass could replace the sound of cars and the smell of barbecue on the street at night. On the other hand, the emotional turmoils I went through during this time period was massive as well. But I got to realize things about me that I thought were gone, it was just dormant. It was waiting in the dark then leaped, caught me in the throat till i thought i was going to go crazy! It's over now, and everything is calm again. I know this blog is vague and confusing, but I really can't write everything that happened when i really can't put it into words as well. Just a lot of emotional stuff that left me drained for a couple of weeks. Now, i think i'm all straightened out and whatever illusions i might have are all gone. My outlook is as clear as the sky in australia on a hot summer day.