Left Behind

Almost all my friends here in the coast have either left or are leaving.  Their destination.... Manila. The sad part is that not all of them really want to go back home.  How ironic is it that I can't go back (even though I'm dying to) and these friends of mine who want to stay here have to? Life is a series of cruel jokes!  I swear nothing ever goes according to plan. 
This week has really been depressing! Even my work is being affected.  Not one day that has passed that I didn't do something wrong. It's frustrating. 
This is my last week alone at home. My brother is coming back next week.  I'm just going to make the most of it because I know the next 16 weeks after that will be really tiring and would try my patience. 
I really just wish that my I get a response from the immigration department soon.  I don't know what will get to me first...anxiety or loneliness.  Oh well, enough of this whining and winging. I just have less than a year till I go on a holiday.  I'm really looking forward to that!